Anyone can go to Heaven, be
a Ghost, or Return Again

Either people ascend out of the world with their live body or they leave it behind someway which just might as well be left behind feeling fine like the lucky ones! Here I found the convergence sphere of Earth gravity has now at least one god! But as I stood watching this Memorial to Jerry Garcia I felt I should not be here, with all of the far to the right political beliefs in all of my lost and stolen writings. I knew I would have to write it all over in some way in a balance with this inviting and kind universe of fellowship just called Family, that would do the world a lot of good forever if this universe could be everybody everywhere! I went away after all of this was over and wrote this, and then 42 other pages on this Web site, with all of the energy! Finally figuring out that Gravity x Light = Mass, for all of the physicists, after I got done with all of the politics here again. But since there is one more mystery in science to figure out, what is making everything from sub atomic particles to everything else in the world to be expanding all together as fast as Newton said was gravity pulling everything down to the ground which is the opposite. Every particle of matter is receiving gravity currents all around each particle, that pushed everything together in the first place! After particles popped out of their confinement, by just being anywhere near another particle or electron of matter, all of the atoms were pushed together into all of the things and life all at once with matter, that keeps on flowing down Light in between each current of gravity to every particle of matter, which all expand continually at exactly the same proportion of mass throughout the entire Universe every particle, in Hollow of Space.

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Jerry Garcia: The Grateful Dead's heart and soul, the beloved free spirit behind rock's great odyssey of the "Peace and Love Movement". As close as I got to the Grateful Dead was to the entrance of their "shows", twice, which tickets to were always sold out, so I was just glad to at least get to find someone in the crowd outside selling sheets of LSD, and visit other other Rock 'n' Roll gatherings, since the times were friendly. The social life for millions of cheerful kinds of caring non-conformists died over the years, evidence that Jerry Garcia's round soul is still moving & eclectic. I found out Monday after the Memorial, at sundown deciding to cross my eyes and "gaze" up close that Saturday morning in front of the stage area of Jerry's Memorial, to see a risen soul is round like a full Moon without a body inside alive egg-shaped like the Earth. Jerry's hair line, and dark beard area, over his Memorial was tilted up slightly to the right, only white in between. He turned down facing me! Jerry's soul did reside over his Memorial stage center in front his banner area above.

This is August 9, 1995, in the afternoon when the Grateful Dead fans began gathering together in the hope that there would be a Jerry Garcia Memorial! This is the west end of the Polo Grounds in Golden Gate Park, San Francisco, where the Dead originally put on their concerts in front of tens of thousands of fans in the 60's and 70's, until the city mayor put a end to it with a permit time limit regulation that prevented all night Grateful Dead music and drugs and partying, that this time would be allowed for five days and four nights. There was a divine electricity in the air, love and good cheer was felt over San Francisco so strong the sky pulsed with a steady flash all around that made me look up at it in the sky. At nighttime it was evidently resembling heat-flashes impossible by the sea, where there are never heat flashes, which lasted for five days!

This is Sunday morning August 13. The air was still chilly from the night. People were just getting up to get a close look at the stage area being set up for the Memorial. Over to my right I parked my bike at the camera platform up close, and went over to take this first picture. I took these 3 pictures while I could move around. Here I got up close for the best picture of the stage area. As cultural commentator Scoop Nisker, Author of "If You Don't Like the News, Go out and Make Some of Your Own" argues "The '60's spirit died long ago everywhere on the planet except at Grateful Dead shows. "Moreover, Jerry Garcia lived a life that was in many ways the envy of every musician. He was able to devote himself entirely to making and experimenting with his art; his work reflected and promoted a palpable sense of community, which we all seek with increasing desperation; he experienced fabulous material success as his band developed into a self-sufficient business empire; and by all accounts, despite his failings, he was gentle, compassionate and deeply concerned with the impact his music and life had on people and the planet. Even more than the deaths of other rock stars, Garcia's passing will force the faithful, nomadic Deadheads to loyal employees, to take measure of their own lives. Garcia was able to string out his mind-bending solo for more than 30 years. But as Robert Christgau noted in his capsule review of "In the Dark", the Dead's 1987 only "Gold" album, yielding "Touch of Gray": "One problem with the cosmic is that it doesn't last forever."

Here we are, the rest of the parade is coming around the track up to my right side. Suddenly up front in the Parade a rush of doves flew up without announcement as I was rewinding my camera. I only had a second to look up in time to see two white rectangular formations of birds like two cards blow by in the sky & flip over together side by side and fly away high over the trees. Then a airplane flew over dropping thousands of roses in cones, that first all blew over the trees in the wind.

Jerry Garcia was 53 years old, so the two caskets carried by the parade around the Polo Grounds on the above horse track each contained 53 snow white doves. One casket was Jerry Garcia's. The other was an honorary casket for the Grateful Dead first drummer who died in 1973 from too much alcohol and drugs causing Ron "Pigpen" McKernan's death.

On stage the remaining Grateful Dead band members and their immediate family gather around them. Grateful Dead band members, including Jerry Garcia, played with other bands when they were not on tour as the Grateful Dead, so of course Jerry's other band members would keep on playing music like they usually did, while not on tour with Jerry Garcia. Jerry Garcia chose to raise from the darkness into the light and origin of life opposite sex God+ from the -One producing all of the wavelength currents of and specific gravities for physics in nature. Deborah Koons, married to Garcia on Valentine's Day 1994, told the crowd that when she saw Jerry the morning he died "he had a smile on his face", indicated heroin overdose. Which did well for Jerry, for a boost of energy, who cut flight communications for powerful evidence he is here!

The eulogies conclusion was Jerry could still be with us. The rest of the band would still play music in other bands. The ceremony lasted nearly until noon, when the remaining Grateful Dead told the crowd they were not going be playing music today, announcing they were going to play five hours of their best picks of live Grateful Dead concert songs from "The Vault". Although they would rather, like they usual liked to do, play on all-night-long. But a new city ordinance would not allow the party to go on past 5 p.m., when police on horseback would move in to clear out the crowd. Said drummer Mickey Hart, "If the Grateful Dead did anything, we gave you the power. You have the groove, you have the feeling. ... You take it home and do something with it! We didn't do this for nothing." A fan, Jeremy Coles, 30, praises on the stage, "His guitar playing provided a kind of wrap around you, "like a mother wraps an infant." Cary Tennis's ArtBeat column goes on to say "Contrast the heartless and witless AOL cynics with the tears shed at Sunday's Polo Field memorial amid the marvel of Jerry's music raining on the crowd like some rich natural wonder endowed with a soulful intelligence. Contrast the AOL hecklers remarks with the woman at the alter, her mouth torn with grief, saying 'I can't believe I'm going to live the rest of my life without him!' Or with the barefoot girl in a muslin dress with a purple sash draped shoulder to ankle, her hair topknot tied with what looked like juniper berries, winding her way through the crowd bearing roses and a sheaf of elegies and handing them out to one friend after another with the sprightly quickness of priestly duty. How to square that? Well, it doesn't square. Death doesn't square. It just leaves a hole where something rushes in", on worse days.

Behind the scenes Jerry Garcia was very much alive an objective omniscient soul as darkness was settling in on the August 10 ebbing and flowing growing crowd enchantment. I was out of sight, the left, some 200 yards to the west of this memorial scene, soon after setting up camp, facing the area of the Polo Grounds; where the Grateful Dead put on so many free concerts in the 1960's and '70s. I was told, that went on for nights of partying preceding each show on through the night. The Grateful Dead liked to play all night, the same as at their indoor shows. I looked at the clearing between two of the big trees at the Polo Grounds, in front of me, at my camp, until I fell asleep. All of a suddenly a window of dazzling white-light suddenly flipped open wide for me, I take a good look, and then it abruptly closed. Right after that, over to my left about 45 degrees and up about 10 feet in a clearing between two near trees appeared suddenly all of the brightly lit-up white molecules forming an egg shape, like an Earth globe oval. A soul being Earth shaped, about 8 foot long end to end, what he was soul who was great. Where the god's have taken notice of me twice bright flash by the same tree. I am sure that Jerry Garcia making the air flash steadily with a pulse all around everywhere in the area was making his rounds around the Polo Grounds and Golden Gate Park! Not me in leaps and bounds to and fro anywhere else is showing everyone that he is still alive, where there is power in death, over electrical circuits. He made it his duty to impress to everyone that Jerry Garcia along with me and you can make it to heaven. A great god of the gods, friendly, freer and more-powerful than he could ever be in the flesh, at your service and mine, living in knowledge, to know and understand as whoever so wishes. Such a merry prankster in the illuminated secret on earth until a world crisis since the last Universe shorted out Time with a galaxy blown-up, and then slammed back together into a new Universal Circuit specific gravity inertia current White World spectrum spot electrical field all coiled together the Universe sphere expanded so stars popped out, 1 jetting out the Earth!

Monday afternoon August 14, upon returning back to the Polo Grounds to the west end of the horse track, on the trail, I gazed up where the Memorial had been yesterday. Just testing, crossed my eyes like the books of Carlos Castaneda said to do, to "see" the soul of Jerry Garcia. I was certain I would see him right above where the back of the stage was decorated with a sail, that had strings of balloons over it a good 25 yards up, over the center of the horse track. An eight foot or so in diameter round as a full moon white spot Jerry Garcia, his round soul tilted up-to the-right, only a hair line and his dark beard below it. He was looking at me from over his Memorial area, halfway down the track, on my way to camp at sunset! I come back as soon as I could, up to the memorial stage area, centered myself in front of where it was, went up a few steps, "gazed" up and saw Jerry Garcia's soul up 20 yards looking big and round, hairline over a beard, looking over the field, his soul rolled straight down to took at me! The fog came in off the ocean the rest of the week. So I could not see if Jerry's soul was up there over his Memorial stage anytime while the fog was in, until this Saturday morning after the thick fog went back out to sea August 19, the day of the Jerry Garcia Memorial in Central Park New York City. I gazed up to "see" Jerry's Garcia's soul overhead in front of me only about 10 yards up! By the looks of him his hair line and beard appeared level like he was looking out at this past Sunday's crowd. Realizing I was "seeing" his soul again the sphere of Jerry Garcia rolled down and faced me directly! I didn't have anything planned to say at this point in my life. I had nothing great to show for myself, so I just looked back down at the bleacher steps and turned and walked away. I met Magic, a stage hand for the Dead, who was engaged to their first drummer Ron "Pigpen" McKernan, died of liver disease, in 1973.

When either the clouds or the fog were in I could not "see" Jerry Garcia's soul, but most every time when the sun was out in 1995 he would be there, when I gazed to "see" Jerry Garcia's round white soul, a spot of light over his stage area, from the road at the Polo Grounds to the Memorial. I was fortunate to "see" such a famous soul, who knows me by sight. Not transformed in daylight round soul hair and beard! Sometimes he would be away to other places/to his peoples inspiration!

My first encounter with Jerry Garcia was at my camp in Golden Gate Park. Then I used "seeing" to locate him from a short distance, regularly passing a tree near my camp, then once close overhead. On September 5th there was a Grateful Dead crowd up the road in the Marin Headlands, they were going through their beautifully orchestrated ebb and flow of a crowd chant building back and forth up to a great frightening shout followed by cheering! Great enough to raise a soul, while others simply go under the earth to hang sacked-up in their soul like a tear, laid-back dreaming in the Circuit of the World until it's end. Back at the campground I only needed to set up my air mattress for my sleeping bag and lay beside my picnic table. The weather was so dry and warm I didn't need to set up the tent. So while the Dead Heads were doing their ritual chanting and shouting, the air was ecstatic, I got up to get something out of my locker when Jerry shot right up in my face a bright streak of light out of the air from the other side of the picnic table, to flash up-close in my face! Not even a Bear hug? Thanks Jerry, for the power to make right this great Revolutionary work, so the guns will all be on the table, to shoot the bad and divide the booty, after a US Military takeover under Power by Default, to fill the treasury of my cooperative, a Third Government. Or the God laws of physics, ghosts dead with gripes against the enemies of the people, power failure to make go haywire, airplanes fall out of the sky, and electrical systems shut-down without warning, so everything crashes, causing chaos and anarchy all over the world, ships sucking water so they all fall down, wrath of the gods above the systems making the good times end, leave dense selfish minds to inherit a disastrous global warming surprise, die in 2011.

Finally I stopped "seeing" Jerry Garcia's soul over the Polo Grounds, so I camped in a Marin Headlands National Park campground. High up over the Ocean, looking a last time over San Francisco. I spend one more night of camping in the west end of Golden Gate Park. Some other campers after setting up camp were watching a big ocean freighter going under the Golden Gate Bridge. I was looking high over San Francisco to the Polo Grounds, when I noticed a round white spot of rainbow! I turned and asked the couple beside me to look over at the white spot of rainbow colors, which they did, they would not speculate what it was. I took some days before looking around to find Dead Heads to see if they were seeing the same rainbow spot at sunset. Jerry Garcia's soul in the low clouds a gravity charge, soul in its sphere now visible occasionally. For anyone's ordinary sight could see Jerry's soul was a white spot in the sky with a rainbow going through it.

Clouds were building up over the Headlands in Marin the next morning, preceding a storm that would usually rain a day there before crossing over to San Francisco, when I planned on heading out for Half Moon Bay, biking south for the winter. I did not expect from other beach campgrounds along my way south of the storm, cloudy sky retreating east, I would see clouds over north hills at the end of sunny days with a round white cloud of rainbow in the sky, in the distance facing the Sun, was following me from ocean camp to camp all the way to Monterey! Jerry Garcia's soul! Until El Captain State Beach, west of Santa Barbara, California. A traveler going north, camping at the perfect Ocean overlook, I met the only other person to get a look with me at the round white spot of rainbow cloud in the distance, inland over the coast. I told him all about my experiences concerning it. While I knew from a long time ago that a rainbow formed over the eyes of constant and steady LSD users, easiest to do with liquid LSD from an eyedropper. Of course that was Jerry. I only got to see him one more time up close enough to be picked up if I would only shout&dance and jump ascend in a mountain pass!

There was a big mountain to get over from Ventura, a mile high above the Ocean. Someone drove me up to the first pass, so I could save my shower and roll down only a couple thousand feet to take the road east, right into camp. I didn't have a clue why Jerry Garcia's soul was following me down the coast. I was on a mission to a mountain in the desert at Arizona. So after a lot of spring water and a rabbit stew I was ready to go back on up the two thousand feet east to get around Los Angeles, in the Angeles National forest. I was going to the desert to climb a mountain near the Colorado River, for a place on the cover of a book where seers watched gravity currents raining down. Next up were to two peaks. I came around a bend of this deserted road, easily a few hundred yards or more over to the top, where came into view close over the road at the top a 60 yard or so round white spot with a rainbow arch through it, every last color! I reached the top of the road right under the rainbow. I parked my bike and went over to see color cords overhead, rainbow going through a round cloud. When I got on the road I looked up at the large round cords of rainbow colors. There was a slight cloud movement in whiffs of steam drifting off of the round cords of colors going through the arc of rainbow colors. Steam drifted eastward.

Four years later, in March of 1999, in a dust storm I made it from Interstate 8 up through an Indian reservation to a camping area with good water, where I stayed for many days. But while I was dragging my bike through the sand in the dust storm to a group of large trees I stopped suddenly upon noticing a large cloud to the south shredded by the wind, a great cloud shaped like a skeleton with his head turned my way, was laughing, while riding a big "chopper" in a windstorm, as if on his way to San Diego! Jerry Garcia's soul no doubt, showing off, knowing I know him as the visible "god" of gods!

Jerry Garcia: Friend of the Devil Version 2

The Very Best of Grateful Dead

Over the years "seeing the light" shows the stuff people's egg shaped souls are made of, my 4 cardinal direction objects and a portal aperture over head, 2 ways to look at things. One December 2003 after reaching Standish-Hickey State Park and registering for the night, I found a good site in the sunshine to sit until sunset enjoying two large refreshments by myself, after a long strenuous day through the mountains. Later after sunset I was impressed to see Venus as big and blazing as it gets after sundown, from an empty campground. After finishing my last drink I walked to the parking lot and put the cans in a recycle bin, and walked out into the empty parking lot for a wider view of bright Venus over the west. Upon turning and walking back to my forest campground for sleep suddenly there was a blazing flash so bright I had to turn away from it, and waite for the light to go out or become dimmer so I could look back up at whatever exploded behind the tree tops. I could look right up through the branches over the sky through the trees to where a brilliant light was drifting east as big as Venus a few hundred yards up, going towards a large clearing to my left. So I watched the bright light drifting through the branches until it came out in the clearing. I was amazed at its brightness, and that unlike Venus its points of starlight were very long thin white lines of light that extended out to a short "V" formation at the end of each, out from the thick bright spot of UFO light, that continued to drift east and over a hill ridge across California Highway 101, 7 miles north of State Road 1. The bright light suddenly went out, and a box-like object with rounded corners stuck out of the sides of the red tented wedge shaped craft pointed at me. It had large lettering of some kind on its left side. It's red tent appeared as if coming from some overhead source. The wedge dropped as if going backwards, slowly over the hill. It's triangle shaped black bottom pointing to my right. The craft slowly dropped straight down east to behind the other side of the ridge. This UFO has to fly through the light that is over my portal, using only the Black Currents of Gravity for vertical up-or-down movement go through the black triangle shape at its bottom, gravity currents from the Black World to its circuit in the world. Positive Gravity Charge spinning, Black World currents raining from its Charges to the center of creations, and the Earth core a Gravitational Field at its center according to the principle of equal but opposite forces flowing down the liquid last new element. For flight through the White World people sit in the box shape of their wedge shaped craft. Something like I hear talk about on Art Bell's Coast to Coast radio, UFO sightings. The store owner I bought refreshments from saw it too, when he closed his store. He went down to a bar at California Highway 1 & 101, where someone said he was crazy or something and shot him. In the morning I went over to the store for coffee. The store was closed. But two men in a pick-up truck were leaving the grounds. I stopped them and found out about the shooting after a Coast Guard helicopter landed over in their parking lot and left. While talking with the men in the truck I pointed out the UFO's course. Right then a little black police helicopter raced east to where I was pointing! Immediately the men in the truck turned around to see it.

I walked out onto my patio overlooking town one afternoon in 2007 looking at a wisp of cloud on a warm day. Something I never expected to see again was in the wisp of cloud high over town. It was Jerry Garcia as a round white spot of cloud with a rainbow going through it. I had been working on some page somewhere here and took a break. This was my last few months of a need for technical support, long before I mastered the art of writing Web pages. Jerry Garcia must have known from past experience I would recognize him as a spot of white cloud with a rainbow arching through it, knowing I was at something that would be of value, while re-traveling his Grateful Dead show paths of the past. I was just thrilled to see him again! On November 3, 2007 I passed by the Polo Grounds in Golden Gate Park to gaze over the Memorial, to see if his round white soul would be there, he had not been for years. In a shocking second I was seeing a scene of Jerry Garcia's round soul back-half was a glossy black imprinted round impression, only a few days after Halloween. A flock of black bats seemed to be let loose at me. I knew they were the Deadheads gathering over the west end of the stage that frighten me, according to the season doing me a party favor, coincidently over a week after a comet had exploded 5 times bigger than the Sun that spread debris across Mars' orbit 19 February 2008 2.05 AU's away. While the passing star Sirius approaches another same type of comet awaits to explode into a ball of particles, this one will pass through Earth's orbit a huge cloud of a nuclear fallout over the Earth on July 26, 2008. When Sirius gets closest in 2011-2012 "1.35 AU" away orbiting Nostradamus' "comet" Wormwood "Revelation 8:10,11", the faithful will have a "Rapture" in a twinkling of an eye!

Just yesterday a lady was telling me everything is in circles, while I was trying to talk through her talk to say the soul is round (calculus mathematics), the soul is round I said. She would never fathom the soul expands absolutely round after people die, but is egg shaped while supporting an earthly body inside it's center, ascended transforms into an egg shaped particle layered memory identity, where souls move at will, like my 15 year old girlfriend there that came up to me because I was told the truth is in "the sermon on the mount" and saw "God" that everyone says cannot be looked at. The afterlife or alive here, ascended but not transformed, Jerry Garcia round in the Heaven on Earth, his soul can manifest into human form in the clouds or stay round to those who know him or not. The gods inspire by their presence all through the ages, the visible "gods" close as a rainbow, who sometimes gather together in groups in the heavens as lights may not be alien craft but souls of the great people who rose up, but cannot talk to say that the top of the world is going to blow-up over Alaska as big as the Moon rising out of the Arctic Ocean in 2012! Long lived the good times, groups of souls gathered in Heaven, Jerry Garcia now among other greats. I will be with those gathered at Heaven's Wound, to see if I should go any further!!

Back on February 9, 2008, I waited until now, looking up to see what caught my eye as I began walking north downtown past buses stopped running after 4, just thinking about duty and survival, an asteroid shower should explode something, 5 times bigger than the Sun Thor up closer to the Earth than Comet 17P Holmes a dark star approaching unknown to over the Earth? There was Jerry Garcia in the sky a bright waterfall-looking strip of rainbow cloud folded like a curtain hanging down to its bottom, in its right side, until after 4:30. Then it filled out downwards to become a bearded rainbow-faced cloud before fading out in a burst of energy at me, or someone else looking. Suddenly people seeming to know me passing by like two on skateboards followed by someone else friendly before 2 others friendly where I could not get out the words - did you see that rainbow! - to tell them it was Jerry Garcia! My impression of the rainbow was I am obligated to get all of this correct, and to be a miracle in front of others, over a stick on the ground raised and let go of that stays standing! Where a certain key is needed a certain jolt from the ground to part the line, which breaks out of the dimensional world. Some may step on something watching, should leap before they look! I will bring back something with me to make a living. Science would say life began as a single DNA in a primordial lake composition rapidly reproducing itself with mutations of itself producing all of the different kinds of life possible with opposites in 5 ages of "gods" in the JesusChrist. "Their appearances are on the increase", unidentified, UFO's chasing planes. Now a "god" who makes people friendly and optimistic and happy, every time he comes around; Jerry Garcia certainly is going to have a grand family in Heaven, not all their bones left behind? Hopefully more souls than usual are prepared to carry on for a New Age on Earth, before a 12/24/2011 super volcano eruption over Alaska begins from Earth's 85th degree latitude flat top, 235th degree longitude. The lucky few taste not death when their image goes out becoming what they really are.